If I Ever Had To Live Without You

Where would I be and what would I do,
Without you?
Would I be indepenent, live a full life,
Without you?

Would I have happy days, meeting friends,
for lunch, or dinner, and sometimes theatre?
Would I change my long hair
If you were not there?
Just WHAT would I do without you?

I´d be free as a bird to go where I want to,
Buy lots of new clothes, to go with new hairdo,
Is that what I really wuld do?
If I had to live without you.

OR  Would I return to the shy teenage girl,
You helped blossom out to a woman?
And quietly try to live through the day,
With nothing to say,
Without you.

Would I feel insecure without your strong arms,
Protecting me year after year?
With soothing reminders that ´´It´ll be alright´´
As you comfort me through all my fears.

What would I be like without you?

I think that my days would be dark as a pit,
For my reason to live would have vanished,
For so long you have been, the Rock of my Dreams,
I cannot imagine....................Without you.....

I cannot imagine one day would go by,
Without me hugging your spirit.
Pretending you´re here, as you´ve always been,
Hugging a ghost, a phantom, a dream..
Yes, That´s how I´d be without you.

I´d find it hard to let go, to put on a show,
Pretend to the world, I´m OK.
No, Love of my life, if I had to live
With only myself, and you´re gone.
There´d be no life for me, my eyes would not see,
For permanent tears, they would blind me.

It´s silly for me to dwell on such things,
You tell me the glass is ´´half full´´.,
And always will be ... If  I let it be,
My life could go on
Without you.

But barely a life, existence, more like,
My feelings reverting inside me.
For I´d find it so hard to be ´half of me´
Yet live like a person who is whole.

No, I think it would be a quiet world for me,
Alone with my thoughts and my memories,
If ever I have to live,
Without you.